Cerber - ForgottenPart3

PART 3

FORGOTTEN
Arini Veradiani

            It was a beautiful day, but not as beautiful as my heart. I didn’t know, how can I felt, “ HE DIDN’T LOVE” , he was so different, and liked that proofs was false. and everytime I asked, there was always a reason he said. I often asked it, and it always like this, he changed! into a cold man.

            And, till I felt so tired to make him realized, he never realized! NEVER! He busier, busier and busier, and I just didn’t know what I’ve got to say anymore! It was empty!

            and it made me so hot! I think that I had to be more clear, and I just wanted him to realized, realized that he left me liked He never recognized me during his life! it was crazy! And you know when I told it? he blamed me ! he blamed me, God ?! oh, what was he thingking ? was he crazy ? or what ?! he didn’t realized about his mistakes, and blamed me for it!

            Until I said my angriness to him, I told it to him! and he apologized, well, accepted, but, It was just an apologized, not more, and after that, he still didn’t care about me anymore! he forgot! 100% forgot !

            And I know that he never asked me anything, told and chatted anything, never. he busier and busier, and there, he found a very nice and beautiful girl, Laura. I knew that Laura 100% sweeter, smarter, higher, prettier, better, and bla bla bla…. than me, I knew I knew.

            And it was so suck, when I knew that I was jealous, but, it was fair right ? I loved him and I felt it! But I realized, that I was not his girlfriend, I knew that I just a usual person, like another. and there was no reason to me to angry to him, I just could hold it, keep holding on in my mind, my heart, and he never felt it, hurt.

            I found many proof for it, their photos, their messages, their chats, and etc.  I didn’t know it from another, I just saw it with my own eyes, so, I felt so sick directly.

*to be continued…